No one wants to be around negative people, because they will try to release their negative energy and high stress to others around them to relieve theirs and make others around them in a bad mood too. Often you will find positive people sometimes laughing at the negative screaming stressed people, because the positive people are thinking why on earth are they acting in such an irrational way.
I am trying to change my old high stressed negative self, into a new positive happy relaxed being. It is extremely hard to do this when I am surrounded with such highly stressed negative people like my mother and father. I can’t wait to move out of this darn place. Going away to college just is not simply enough, for the times that I am home is like fucking hell.