Just like house, the older the more the price, the better value it has for something to brag about.

In life, most people fear of getting old. But the price in an individuals self worth is much higher as they age. Their experience and knowledge they have retained is most definitely something to attain. And the artifacts from their life, are mear memories, a story behind a simple object. A mere look into a young ones future. And now that you have aged, you have all these memories and stories to explain. Your life is nothing but a story book, and you get to fill the page. You make each day, choose whether to live in the moment, write another story to tell. You get to write your dream on a page, and a few pages later, you get the chance to make them happen, if only you believe. You are the writter of your book, the writter of your life.

And when a young-in approaches you later in the life, down the line, you will find yourself flipping back in time, reading your past life, as they aspire to someday be where you are in time.

I was always the girl, in the back of the class, taking notes while I watched you kiss ass. I was the girl standing near the side of my bitchy friend, Claire. Never stood a chance, just watched her pass. Puking up her dinner and abiding by the laws of her bitchy side. 

And when the night time arrived, I was that friend who tagged along, just another friend to drag along, as she fucked the guys.. on the side line. I got to talk, chat with people I could care less about, while she fucked in the back room, demanding me to take her hand when she was down, paranoid when nobody was around. 

The fucked up friend taking drugs beneath the bleachers, a tough girl I’d never be. Fitting in, just for the moment. Dragging tears behind in a wagon, while street lights flickered deeming the truth to only be, forgotten.

Behind closed doors, we were all these people everyone aspired to be. But when these doors unlock, the truth seeps between these widowed hollow eyes. Broken, in disguise, we are nothing like the people you sought us out to be. 

Oh dear mind,

I know it’s been quite some time.

And to be honest I’ve been confiding in lies,

Haven’t been thinking,

Just cascading through time.

In the back of mind,

You’ll find skeletons of all kind.

A quick trigger in this world,

Can bring my past problems to a haunt.

While ghosts of my past are nothing,

But a terrifying nightmare.

Haunting me in my sleep by night,

By day skating through the back of my mind.

Yet I try to shove this door closed, as the closet fills itself,

With skeletons of the past.

On the exterior,

I’m just a average girl, to this world with no sound,

But aside from this bearing complexion,

I am nothing like anyone, anyone you’ve ever met.

One trigger, and I might come caving down.

One trigger, and who knows if I’ll sleep sound.

One trigger, and the past won’t seem to be found.

Say it with me, “DAYUM IM SEXY”

Now when consuming these foods, you also have to be cautious of the total calories you are consuming. Now you can get all the nutrients you need through natural foods and still stay within or less, of you calorie range ideal for your body. However, if you disguise these natural foods with unhealthy “better” tasting foods, then your calories will quickly begin to go up. The calories you have to work with for the day will be filled with these unhealthy foods, and you won’t be getting the right nutrients your body needs, in which you will have to turn to substitutes that are unhealthy to fulfill your bodies nutrient requirements. Getting these nutrients from substitutes usually isn’t enough and will often leave your body with other harmful side effects. Your body will begin to lack the nutrients it needs, and your skin, nails, hair, mood, etc. won’t be at it’s best, if anything they will most likely weaken. It is important to supply your body with the right nutrients it needs so you can feel, look, and be at your best.

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I am not regreting what has happened one bit, yes it sucked completely while in it, and I may still be in it. But that is okay. Why?

Because it has molded me into this new being. I am so happy with the person I am right now, even though I do have many flaws. But those flaws are no longer of my focus/worries. What I am focusing on is just the wonderful things about me and my life. The view I have on life now is not anywhere close to the view I use to have, a matter of fact I forget the view I use to hold on life. But I do not want it back. Even though a lot of horrible things happened, and I know will still happen. I know that I am now strong enough to handle anything that comes my way, and if not then those things will only make me become that much of a stronger person. 

When people try to remake good shows, the newer version rarely ever comes out as good as the first one. The same goes with everyone being themselves. The best version of you is not somebody else, but you simply being you.

Did you ever complete a presentation for a class, and KNOW that you did an awesome job and totally aced it, and recieved compliments from everyone? Right after you may have felt amazing, like you were on top of the world. That was because your mind was filled with positive energy, positive comments/thoughts. I’m sure you seemed a lot happier and a lot more confident. When you think positive things, and hear only the positive in comments being made, you will feel and be more confident.

Things I strive for in my life to feel more wholesum are:

-Positive mindset - Eating natural foods -Exercising -Wearing makeup with natural ingredients  -Taking a nice hot shower/bath -Using natural face masks -Putting lotion on -Reading -Learning -And a lot more beauty remedies + more

Volunteer once a month!! (when I am home)

Also the main promise I want to make to myself: is to exercise at least 6 times a week and eat as healthy and natural foods that I possibly can. I know this is hard thing to do thats why I am making it okay to make very few mistakes but most of all I do not want to be binging and having a negative view on myself. I will try to only let positive thoughts in. It may be hard to do, but def. worth it.

1. Brush, floss, and 

Putting spf 15-30 sunscreen on everyday! (even if staying in)

Not touching my face

deep clean makeup brushres every sunday

Apply moisturizer night and day

Eat all natural real, whole, foods

take pills every morning (vitaminds, bio oil)

exercise every day

drink a cup of green tea every night before bed

clean face morning and night

put on chapstick every night before bed, as well as anti-rinkling serums

put on lotion every night before bed

put on cocoa butter after showering 

stretch before bed/in the morning

exfoliate three times a week

drink lots of water

do well in school try to get deans list

try to volunteer once a month 

Also the main promise I want to make to myself: is to exercise at least 6 times a week and eat as healthy and natural foods that I possibly can. I know this is hard thing to do thats why I am making it okay to make very few mistakes but most of all I do not want to be binging and having a negative view on myself. I will try to only let positive thoughts in. It may be hard to do, but def. worth it.